Latest Obsessions

Lovedrug - Spiders
(can't stop listening to it)

I've been obsessing over some stuff lately, like this song. I keep listening to it over and over. When the chorus gets strong, I imagine jumping off a building head first, and just falling. It's not a song you commit suicide to, but rather, the chorus makes me feel like flying, kinda.

I've also been watching a lot of k-drama lately. Just one in particular, really: My Lovely Kim Sam Soon (My Name Is Kim Sam Soon). Good stuff, man. I'm almost done with the series. :D I've also been looking up a lot of pictures of the guy from MLKSS, Jin Hyun(?) (real name: Hyun Bin). Wa~! So.. hot. x_x Yah, I'm one of the rare Asian girls who actually like Asian guys, it seems.

I guess these aren't obsessions as much as they are complaints. I watched The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe yesterday. I was really looking forward to it... what a disappointment. Do not watch it. If you want to watch it, download it. I was actually anticipating its end. Ugh. I won't say anything since I bet people will still go watch it, but yes, it's fucking horrible. Disney... curse you.

I had another small obsessive complaint, but I forgot it as I thought of that movie. -__- Terrible.

Getting Younger As I Age

Do As Infinity - Aurora
(I love DOA!) The guitar for this = love.

So, I was preparing for tomorrow cuz I'm supposed to bring pencils for everyone supposedly. The erasers on my no. 2 pencils suck, so I was digging around for erasers in my desk drawers when I ran into some studio pictures I took back in 8th grade. That was about 3 years ago, and yet, I look older then than now. Well, not really, I guess. I don't know. It just looks so weird cuz it doesn't look like me. Well, it looks like me, but how I look doesn't look like me... o_O
(I just looked at this again, and my face looks really funny. The shape is.. odd or something. Or maybe it's my smile. o_O) (Ah, I just remembered that it's kinda cuz of these pictures that I hooked up with Warren. KAJI SHIYOU!) It's obvious that I'm a little kid in here (a 13-year-old kid, if I'm guessing correctly), yet I look older. I don't know. You can really tell it's some 8th grader, but I look old too. *Shrug* And yes, the flash is on purpose cuz in this picture, you can really see my ass. >___> Good stuff. Yah.. my hair was longer and highlighted then. I think that's the only reason why I look so different cuz that's the only thing that's actually different. People tell me that as I get older, I look younger. I find that weird, but if you look at my dad, it's crazy. He looks way younger now then when he married my mom. I guess it's genetics? It's really odd. So when I'm 20, I'll look like I'm 10, supposedly.

Blah. I wish I were younger. I'm not old, but things were so much simpler when I took this picture. =/ Damn, but I'm pretty happy with how things have changed. Not school-wise, but ... I guess, life-wise. I don't think I've matured by much since I feel that I've been pretty mature since elementary (C'mon. I knew about sex when I was 4). I'm really happy with the friends I have now though. They feel like "The Ones." Haha. But one of them needs to shut up cuz she keeps saying that in one year, we'll split up and never talk again. T__T It's so sad.. I don't want to get older! Gah.

I should get to sleep. I have to wake up in 7 hours for my test, and I'm gonna be damn tired and fall asleep during choukai (listening). =___=; Wish me luck! Again!

Maiasa wa sore mitai dattara, ureshii.
I'd be happy if every morning was like that.

Saturday, Oh, Won't You Be Easy On Me?

최승현 - 반딧불이 (The Classic OST)

Today, I have to do all (at least the majority) of my homework cuz later, I have to go to school for our JLPT 2 1/2 hour study (more like cram) session. And tomorrow, I'll be gone all day. Yay.. I'm kinda looking forward to tomorrow. Of course I'm not excited about the test, but more the part where we go out. I'm pretty nervous now, too. I'm pretty nonchalant about it, but last night, I had a dream that I got exactly a 240 or something. I dreamt it was one of our practice tests though. Still, I'm nervous now. >< I put a lot of time into this. I should put this kind of effort into school... =___= I don't know what it is. When I plan something, I just do it as detailed as I can. I guess I like being prepared? Who knows.

Well, wish me luck for tomorrow.

This Makes Me Happy

I'm doing my essay, and I decide to check my away message. 10 messages from Victoria o_O? What eeeez eeeet?

orphanescapie3: hey
Auto response from Mi Xao ngon: awkrjyawbkrj wrjk
orphanescapie3: i didnt get to tell you my dream today
orphanescapie3: me you n lisa were all at some park
orphanescapie3: and there was this fence
orphanescapie3: and behind it were a bunch of penguins
orphanescapie3: and i was wondering why there was no water
orphanescapie3: and we were like omg why arent we on the other side of the fence playing with them?
orphanescapie3: so we walked around the whoel park to get to them
orphanescapie3: and we shook their hands
orphanescapie3: it was the cutest dream ive ever had

I laughed when I read that. That is insanely cute. I'd be so happy if we got to do that. I love Victoria. She's had the best dream with me in it so far. Tracy's dream of me a year or so ago was horrible. Everyone died cuz of me; cuz I didn't love Eminem back. >____>